Jewelz,
I'm a little late on this one but glad you are feeling a little better. I am in the same boat that I can't let go of my daughter. She is doing okay for now, and I can only hope it continues. I'm still not feeling that great because I still live in fear. I worry all of the time. I wish I had some words of wisdom but I am still struggling myself. There is good avice above me.....those ladies have helped me too. Just wanted you to know that I am thinking about you and keeping you in prayer.
Hugs........Lo