There you are. I've been worried about you. Heather, I KNOW. We all do. I'm right there with you. I have hours of feeling actually okay, until something knocks me back down-even a tiny reminder such as doing an action i picked up from him-or someone else saying somethign he used to say sets me off. I can only hope that if we keep trudging through we will get to where we want to be. Hang in there, and know i'm (and everyone here) is thinking about you.