The Uphill Journey
hi everyone! i am new here and i am a addict. i used for about 3 years and then had almost 3 years clean time, but i slipped. so i now have sucessful 2 days clean. i started using shortly after i was raped bacisally to escape, i quickly found out that was not the answer, but at the time i was addicted. so i fought myself for awhile, you know the one half telling you too and the other telling you not too. i made up my mind i had to quit when i over dosed and was left to die in the front yard. it was a long journey uphill, but i made it. then i relapsed. now i am back at square one wondering what the hell happened. so once again i am back on that journey uphill that i know will never end, only get eaiser, hopefully.