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Hey Guys Hows Everyone Doing? I Havent Been On I A While. Ive Missed You Guys.
So Here Is Whats Going On Im No Longer A Codie!!!!! Yey Me!!!!!
My Ex Just Doesnt Get It So I Completely Cut Him Off Again. The Last Time I Talked To Him He Said He Wanted To Make Things Better And He Was Getting An Apartment So I Could Move In With Him. Dont Know Why He Thought I Would. And He Said He Wanted To Get Married And Spend The Rest Of His Life With Me. I Know His Been Clean And He Has Only Had Some Drinks But That Was Never A Problem. I Told Him He Had To Respect Me. No More Raising His Voice To Me, No More Leaving Me Out Of Decisions, No More Wasting My Time. He Agreed To It. And That Went Well For About 2 Days Then He Flipped Out On Me Because I Wanted To Talk To Him On The Phone And Just Didnt Feel Like It. So He Called Me About 30 Times The Next Day And I Finally Answered The Last Call And Told Him That Was The Last Straw. I Wasnt Going To Take Anything Else From Him And That Was It I Was Done With Him No More Chances.
I Wasnt Evven Hartbroken About It. It Just Ended And I Didnt Even Think About Him After The Fact. This Last Couple Weeks Ive Had Sometime To Think And I Realized I Stopped Loving Him A Long Time Ago. I Stopped Loving Him When He Lied When He Cheated On Me When He Kept Getting High Because It Was Just More Important Then Anything Else When My I Was Pregnant And He Didnt Care About Me Or My Child's Well Being
So Im Done !
I Probably Wont Me On Here Much Longer. But I Promise Everyone Ill Stop In And Check To Make Sure Everyone Is Doing Ok
I Appreciate All The Support Everyone Has Given Me And Ill Try To Do The Same For Evryone Else.
So Ill Be Back On Later Take Care And God Bless
Xoxoxo
Amy