Today my journey is to hard!
I am tired of the trip. I am so tired. I am trying to recover, but some days, today the pain is too great.
My mom's little dog died. She's been sick. My mom has metastatic breast cancer and every day she is here is a miracle. My dad will be 70 on Oct 1 and functions w/ 1/3 heart capacity, still works 40+ hours a week! Hearing my mom cry for the dog, cry for Kasey is too much.
I couldn't go out there to help my dad (dog weighs 60-70 pounds) had my sister notified me earlier I could have gone. She has 3 kids, different schools, couldn't get there until later. I called my "good" son. After much complaining he went. My mom so proud of him, happy he came. Point is, he didn't want to either! I told him it was time to grow up, be a part of a family and do your part--help those that helped raise you and loved you! I guess he does have a heart, he went.
I am tired and want off the merry-go-round. So sad, no good reason except all the previous things. Just a bad day for me.
Keep me in your prayers, I hate life today.
susan