Thanks, everyone, for your support and well-wishes. I have not used since that weekend, and I have been so busy looking for a job, I haven't had much time to think about it or miss it.
Still no job, but I have sent out close to 100 resumes! I figure the more I put myself out there, the more responses that I will get. I am treating this job search as a job, and spend about 8 hours a day online, on the phone, and running around filling out applications. sigh***
Fingers crossed