I can relate................
When Im at home, wife at my side, bad dreams no big deal...........
Wake up, Im not alone...........feel at ease once realized not alone.
I travel a lot on business.............
Wake up in a hotel at times on travel, away from family, alone in a bed........especially after drinking (still a struggle)
Bad dreams still get me up at 2/3am...........pacing the floor of hotel room........peaking out the window..........in the dark...........
Cannot sleep............scared............heart racing..................
Wondering who else in the world is up at same hour, doing same thing..........pacing..........worring............
.....what a drag............