i got 9 af days in , thought id got it, then whammo, i thought id have a few beers, an i not stopped since, i havent been getting rreally drunk but it s creeping up, i almost bought brandy yestrday, thats my poision, but i stopped an bought beer,
just as bad i guess, but all in my life seems to be falling apart,
everything i ve been trying o explain to my bf, over the mths, now he is trying to preach 2 me,
now that i made up my mind to get out of this relationship, he wants me to stay, but i think it will never work,
i feel like im loosing my mind an the wil to try,
but i know i got a stop, i need a clear head if im gonna leave or stay, but my heart is breking, well whats left of my heart,
i need to get out of the cycle,
wish u luck mikee xxx