my A can, at times, be exyremely honest about what he really feels or not.
Sometimes he cries when he talks about the hurt he has caused, says all he wants is to be free from his prison. Just too scared to go the hard pth.
next day he says I am the reason, and he hates me the most. Yes, the word enemy has come into play SOOOO many times.
i think he does have trouble loving. I dont know if he knows what it is, but, I know he is sorry SOMETIMES, and it depends on where he is in his quest for drink.