Originally Posted by
miss communicat 
King,
recovery from alcoholism for me is about growing, moving forward,and not dwelling in nor romanticising nor making fond memories bigger than the present moment.
I dont miss the past. its over.
I enjoy sobriety today. Its way better than I imagined it would be. every day, even the tough ones.
Yeah...what she said
I wouldn't want that hell again in my life.
Tradition 3; The only requirement for membership is a desire to stop......"
I had crashed through the bottom floor of the elevator..I didn't just have the desire... I had a desperate yearning for something different...and .I wanted to live...and I am...and "I have been rocketed into the fourth demisinion of existence' ...One I never dreamed possible until 1985
Even when I fell in a "Pot Hole", one of those life on life terms things...i had no desire to drink or to use..
"Chemical peace of mind has been removed" Thank God!!!