Well, i have been keeping busy with school and coaching, and working out when i get done, and mentally, i'm trying to keep telling myself that i deserve better, this isn't what i want for the rest of my life...every time I negative self talk to myself - which is a bad, bad and constant habit, i redirect my thoughts, or try to. I don't know what else to start doing...i'm aware now of my negative actions, but what else can i start doing? That's my biggest question....how do i move on? I'm aware how co-dependent I am , but how do I go forward? Everytime i remind myself of all the negative thigns in that relationship, it keeps coming back to how much I miss it, and how much i dont' understand what just happened!