Well Galnva,
I'm feeling rather crazy myself. I haven't been able to sleep for a couple of days and that makes me feel crazy.
Acceptance can start by just accepting where you are right now. Acceptance does not necessarily involve change. Letting go might be letting go of the desire to change things. Sit down and be still. You are running in circles. Its like having a magic carpet. You sit on the carpet and the carpet does the traveling. When you get off the carpet you go no where.
It's totally the opposite of what we think we should do. So pretend that the HP is the magic carpet. If the carpet moves, you move. If the carpet doesn't move, you don't move. That's letting go. That's acceptance. You'll know when the carpet is moving. Waiting can be very hard.
Just my opinion and you're ok.
MG
[This message has been edited by Morning Glory (edited May 16, 2002).]