Steve,
Man at your age i just relized i had a problem, told my first wife after work 1 day,all i think about is the drink i can have when i am off work, she said u have a problem , sure shut the f@%# up 20 + yrs later i wish i would have listned to her. Sooooooooo stop while you can and have brain cells left, please stop , this only gets worse ..
God Bless , John