Hi ..after one day of being sober , im seeting here drinking ...coffee
and see how my mind tell me that every thing is ok and im not realy an alcholic and everything is under control and yesterday was just a bed day and im exaggerate
when i okt up this morning every thing was back to normal and i can go out with my freinds again and drink...but u know its my mind playing with me..now its weekend and the weekends night i usualy drink...and the meeting is on sunday ...i know i need to be strong and sober because that the real life but im afraid...
i call the aa conection man he didnt answer ...its kind of late here 22:54 ..
well i steek here hope it will be fine ...and call him again tomorrow morning...
thanks again ...you are relly good i fill some one realy understend me...my friends cant do that...