just a little update
hey guys-
it has been a little while since i posted, work, kids, school, life, it has been busy, busy, busy. we have been doing great, my daughter started first grade, likes it so far, the boys are growing like weeds. they have already started making out there Christmas lists. we have been in out new home for about 4 months now, love it, i am amazed at how easy it is to keep it clean, and smells so good. (no yucky beer smell or cigs)
now for the scary part - i have a date this weekend, kind of snuck up on me. nothing fancy, just and early sunday evening dinner. I AM TERRIFIED, and don't know why. It sounded like a good idea at the time, nice guy, hard working, makes me laugh. by the time sunday gets here i will probobly be breathing into a brown paper bag. i have been seperated for over a year and divorced since january, but still I feel like I am doing something wrong. all the insecurities i have worked so hard to overcome are popping back up. my xah voice tellin me that I cannot do better than him or that no on else would want me. I think I feel a stomach virus coming on.
maybe i am not ready for this yet......where is that paper bag.