Crushed inside and can barely find the strength to reach out
I am giving up. I can't go another day like this. It is over for me. There is nothing going right.; Everyting is a mess in my life. I am in a hole so deep that I will never be able to get out of this hole that I dug for myself. Other people can, but mine is too deep. I don't think there is any hope for me.
The college won't let me back in even though I did what they wanted me to do. My bills are piled so high and my credit is bad. I just got a notice from an electric bill that I paid a few months ago but there's no way to prove that I paid it since I paid if online and now they won't let me access the account. My medical bills have pilled up.
I am in so much pain inside. I don't even want to reach out but I am. The circumstances are overwhelming and there is no way out....
I am never going to get back in college because they will never let me back in. I am being punished for being honest with them.
I can't handle life. I'm having a meltdown.