Confused (()) I can so put myself in your shoes, my xab is ringing asking for another chance, asking to see me, and it is so hard to say no!! I had a bad weekend and so so nearly went to him. Im glad now that i didnt, reading your post. My xab is sober at the moment not because he wants to be, he's broke!!! He will get money on Thurday and will be on the razz for the following 3 days, till his money runs out. Confused we get stronger with the mistakes we make, and we learn from them.
Im feeling a bit bored and lonley and i miss him to bits, but it's not enough to go back, and i just hope that i dont have a weak moment. Thank you for sharing this post with us, we learn from each other also.
Take care
Mair xxxx