Originally Posted by confusedgf
Of course the part that loves him is lonely as all get out.
Excuse me but this just kinda stands out to me. My question is are you sure it is love and not something else? It sounds more like longing than loving to me. I have found that love lifts me up and longing is just depressing as hell....
Take good care sweetie. You have your kids and your home that is a lot!! I know I have waited and longed for something that looks like love from people and allowed myself to fall in deep depressions over it. My expectations can get me into lots of trouble especially if I am expecting something from someone who has addiction issues...