i agree and I am looking for a place to move to...You are so right cailee.. I just know life has to be better then this.. And one day I will see that. I just have to keep telling myself first off my kids deserve better and so do I.. It was like a slap in the face over the weekend my daughter said mom why do you stay you know he isnt going to change. Thats when I really knew they had seen it for longer then I thought.. I am going to keep reading here. Cause it does help. And have looked on that links I was sent. I am going to try to find a meeting to go to.. I know thats the next step in my recovery..