I know we each are effected by issues differently....what may be a near disaster for some, may not be for others depending upon experiences and attitudes...
Dude, you figured that out after 18 days ? Sheesh, it took me 9 months to realize that.....
You'll be just fine.
Keep going back, it works. Oh, and wait until you get some step work done. You will simply be amazed at the changes in you and your life.....