I'm scared he'll call again and be mean again, and i always cave and become weak and start crying instead of being able to say, Screw you don't ever talk to me that way!
I've started asking myself alot of questions lately. It's been a long time for me.
What do I want in a relationship? How do I want to be treated and loved? What are my boundaries? What am I going to do when the line is crossed?
This mean and nasty aspect of the As is so hard to deal with. If I can't control the behaviour of someone else what do I do? I'm learning about detachment. It's not easy.