Stone.. Scaredy.. thanks for the welcome.
Spiritual.. I hear you. This is day one for me. Hard enough without going to a physical support meeting. I am not ready for that. If I get to the point where I don't think I can go on being sober, I may take other options into consideration. Right now I'm just proud of myself because I'm in bed with my laptop, surfing the net with no buzz.
First time in probably 5 months that I haven't had one thing to drink in 24 hours.
I may need some additional support through an AA group, but for right now.. I'm taking this support thing slowly. Hell I can't believe I've already posted 10 comments. I appreciate the advice.