Hey guys, for what it may be worth, I have to say that even after a few years of sobriety, the idea of "FEELING" with all its various shades, moods, and quirks is indicative of being sober, alert and having a mind that perceives the subtlety of life.
Enjoy every minute of confusion, panic, and accomplishment. You are reaping the rewards that they talk about.
Enjoy!-- Jon