I felt different
last night at my home group meeting. Really good speaker, not enough time to share at the end.
Whine alert:
Ok. So my partner A is extremely outgoing. She's friendly and vivacious and cute. I found myself feeling sorta pissed off about how many men came up to her and said hey and hugged her etc. I don't know if it was jealousy or that I just felt left out. I'm a quiet person. When I was actively drinking, hell I had men all over me. For the wrong reasons, yes. Now I honestly don't know how to behave around em. And I'm pretty much ok with that, I don't want to be flirting or anything.
I know that I had a bad day yesterday, but I thought I was handling it pretty well.
I did make a commitment to be the coffee person this month, so A said that I should get to know folks better that way. I don't think that anyone cept two people know my name there!
Ugg..I know it's my own doing. I'm having a problem lately with social situations..not being comfy..not really sure how to act?
Thanks for letting me vent.
Karen