Jane, Thank you. I have never not tried. It is just that my methods of the past have not worked. It just made me angrier and more sick myself. I fully realize that I could lose my daughter to this disease. Death is but the next hit away. She realizes this too but is not ready. So everyday I pray that she will have that moment of clarity. She may just be one that can't live life as it is meant to be. I trust God has a plan for her. My getting in the way is not part of it. Hugs and prayers for you that you continue on your path of recovery. Marle