I honestly think it is great that you can get your anger out here!
It really helps me....it needs to get out and not be internalized and for me, writing in a journal is not the same as yelling around here and other people hearing it....when I am MAD, I am MAD. And it really seems to process it quicker this way for me. Helps me get it out and get it out of the way.
I am glad your have so much strength, it really shows! And so many resources available.
Just take care of yourself and don't let this break you, k?
Seems all you actions have been smart ones!