I wish you the best too, Elana.
Sounds like you know exactly where your going and what your doing.
Some of us are still "in" it, I'm afraid, but the truth is....
I've come a long way, baby, and I intend to go further.
What do you do when life hands you lemons?
Why, make lemon squares, of course.
I prefer those to lemonade. lol
Your in my thoughts and I hope you can reach a point in your life that you don't have so much hate and bitterness towards addicts.
Cause if you think they enjoy addiction...they don't.
Doesn't mean I'm excusing the behavior. I guess I just deal with it differently.
That's just my opinion. No offense to you.
Hugs,
Linda