sad today.
its great that we can go back and reread all our post...
i realize i am really going through a cycle. im up then im down im done with him and never goin to talk to him or see him again. then im missing him and misreable wondering if lettin him go all the way was really the right thing to do.. i know that it is but even knowing that doenst help me on days like these when i want to be with him so bad. even though i know he aint right... i hate that i have gotten here to the point were i cant let my feelings follow my mind.
today im sad becasuse i miss ..