Im thinking of you hbb, im in the same boat it's day 14 days now since i last saw him. it's friday night and i would be going to his home to stay for the weekend, but im not. i havent cried today which is good and i am going for a meal with my friend. to be honest i dont want to go but i must, im sure my xab will be in a bar somewhere drowning his sorrows.
They fill your life with so much chaos and drama so when they leave there is nothing to worry about and it's empty. im taking time to fill my life with my own dramas (healthy ones).
i used to enjoy going out for a drink with my friends, so im going to learn to be that person again. hbb you will feel better soon and so will I. keep in touch
M x