"The more you try to control someone, the more control you give them over you. "
Youre still fixated on him. LOL.
Your happiness shouldnt depend on his apoligizing for being a jerk. If it does then youve just given him the power to make you unhappy by staying a jerk. What a deal.
The only one who can make you happy or unhappy is you.
You need to face the fact that youre probably not going to get what you need from him and move on. Dont do this for him, do it for you.