have hope--
i want this contact now, just so that he knows exactly how i feel, and that it is coming directly from me..not in my lawyers words, but my own.
i want him to know exactly what i need from him if he wants to reconcile. and i want him to know that i havent given up hope on our marriage just yet, if he can prove to me that there still is hope through his actions and his taking responsibility for his previous actions and behavior. I want to be very clear on this with him...and i think he deserves that--for me to be clear with him about what i need and want.