Glad to see I'm not the only one awake! LOL! I just cannot get myself together these days. I want to sleep, and certainly am exhausted in the morning, but nonetheless, it's 2am and I'm still up! It really sucks!
I'm angry, sad, slightly depressed, etc. J is driving me absolutely crazy and I just really, really, really need a break from him, but just cannot burden anyone with him right now. When he aggrivates me like this, it just all kind of reminds me of the way xabf and I used to fight. Just stupid fights where nothing ever changes, and I just accept that I'm not going to win, and choose to hibernate and withdraw. I really need to get myself together! It's just way too exhausting!
Went to see my mom. She's doing okay at the moment. They said her potassium was really low and gave her some pills. Saw like 90 million doctors. All specialists! I just don't even know what's going on. And, kinda feel myself disconnecting from it all, and lashing out in other areas. Argh!!!!!