Truly getting stronger-tiny steps at a time. Just hard to belive it happened again-6 yrs. same old thing, one more time. He really is about to crash and burn-my police friend says just wait-let "hubby" do it on his own. Just wait it out! Stay on this website!!! Not scared of hubby-but truly scared of his "friends". Just so much faith and so much love-shot to hell by drugs. I know in his own way he did love me-but he has lost his best friend in me-lost a place to go when he needed help-now he can depend on his druggie friends-best luck to them all???? Stopped pmt. on his cell phone-not about to call and see if it is shut off, should be!!!! Just trying to keep my sanity, vent and talk to someone other than family/friends-they do not understand at all. Thanks to everyone......