town after town..job after job.. boy does that sound familiar. I gypsied around for 20 years looking for some sort of peace, contentment and sense of belonging. It was a twisting path of pain and disappointment... and I just kept on drinking whilst foolishly believing it was the booze helping me cope...helping me hang on. That was a lie ...it was killing me in every sense of the word. In the end, there was very little left of me... but she cried out in the end.... save me. I did that...well, there was a tremendously benevolent spirit outside myself ...an inexplicable energy extending a hand up outta my hell. I went to AA and was not only provided with powerful knowledge and information but I was also warmly swathed in understanding and compassion there. Keep an open mind.... do what you need to ...embrace it all...or take what you need and leave the rest.