Well I must say I am grateful for finding you guys!!! It's like being on the phone with my sponsor ALL day and ALL night!!! Or. . .being in a 24 hr meeting. LOVE IT. But really I want to get better and I really know deep down inside that I am, whew ya'll think I'm a nutjob now, shoulda seen me years ago!!! Even my early attempts to get clean & sober, WHOA! Not a pretty sight!