sounds like you had a tough night. I'm sorry for how sad you are. Why do we beg and plead and apologize when we haven't done anything wrong?! Talk about psychopath...a few times when mine ran out to try and find money I actually left him messages offering to pay him to come back so he wouldn't rob someone and get in trouble! I never actually did, but I know how close I came. I'm very impressed that you told your family. That's something that I have not been able to do. I eventually may, but I don't think I'll ever be able to tell them about the money he stole. It's too embarrassing to admit that I let someone do that to me. It sounds like you're coping the best you can right now and I just wanted to wish you luck