I made it through today. Went to meeting tonight and it was awful. there were 36 there and 30 were court ordered they talked among their selves and I dont hear very well any way.The worst was the smoke Im still coughing and thougt I had o/d on smoke. my sponser took me back I asked if I was just putting personalities above principles.I did that last time when I left. I never spoke aword tonight. He said I need to hit my steps as hard as I can and he will do 90 with me.I was very worried about letting him down he helped me so much first time but he just said he loved me and was glad I was back we both agreed to find somewhere eles to go on sundays. I feel like I got more from the ride over an back than the actual meetings. Am I thinking wrong about the people that talked alway through and never said anything to the group.some old timer shake my cage tell me if im way off here.Also anyone got any tips on dealing with smoke I swear it looked like a cheech an chong movie in the building.