I do not know. All I know is that I have been crying all morning. I am mad because I became this codie person. I am really mad that he abused me! I am having my own little pity party I guess today.
First holiday maybe? But here I sit at work, and I guess I am missing being with him. and that is sick considering what that means.,....WHAT I miss his abuse> no I guess I miss the dream of what I hoped for......