"I had a nightmares about this "look"."
Oh I had seen that "look" other places....other people who had consumed so much alcohol that they were beyond reasoning and probably about to black-out. Jack Nicholson immortalized the "look" in The Shining. With ABF, I would be praying inwardly for him to just go to sleep so that I could stop that feeling of walking on eggshells. It was like I was babysitting him! And who needs that?
ARL