Thanks again everyone, Day 2 - I can do it again today. :0)
I'm not sure about getting to AA, not that I have anything against ppl that do use AA of course. There's a couple of fundemental issues I disagree with which I need to get sorted. I've got the 12 steps and 12 traditions book, found it in a charity shop last week.
I will probably check them out as I can't make a decision unless I've given it a go. I do know I need some local support.
Coming here yesterday was a great move though, I've been reading on and off for a while now. This does seem to be an extremely supportive and caring environment. Thank you all :0)