Day four.
well its day 4..no pills or drink! Its been difficult (understatement)..the shakes haven't eases, the feelings of sickness have eased slightly, the headaches have eased and I'm losing weight (yay)..I've wanted a drink, i've wanted to take some pills..and the thing that has kept me going is something that i've read quite a few times here.."one day at a time", I never knew what was meant by it. and also, something my counsellor told me the other day "emotions won't kill u" BUT "reactions to those feelings will"...blunt but true.
Well anyway, I'm willin and ready to fight.. i've got to speak about the past on friday, my counsellor is bringing the soap powder, i'm taking the dirty washing and for the first time I'm hoping to say the words..I know I have to, or I will end up back where I was...
well that's enough gabble from me...
I hope everyone's ok?
CW and want2bgreat how's it going - i hope all is well with u both?
Thank you to everyone
Much love and repsect
TKK. xxxx