Kari,
Sorry you've been through all that- but you survived and I'm thankful for that. I've had a few traumatic experiences myself and it does get better with time.
I just had a thought...a suggestion for you: have you ever taken a self defense class? I bet if you did it would make you feel more empowered and certainly able to take care of yourself if anybody messes with you again. jmho
At the very least you will impress the ladies, but you prolly don't need help with that.
