((((rose))) darlin'
i can relate with many of your fears especialy change.
I was thinking how much my life has changed since alanon
and its been so much better then the old me. I have had many slips too as our behavior is compaired to the alcoholic who
returns to the bottle. But, we must be encouraged to continue to move on, make ammends for our part and forgive ourselves.
we're only human you know.
whatever your decisions, try not to make them out of anger
but with a clear mind letting your HP show you the way.
many hugs
liddy