I am afraid of being alone and not being loved. I have friends and sisters that love me but if he leaves I will be alone most of the time. My children are very independant now and not home much.
I am afraid of being responsible for his demise. I am afraid that things will get worse for him and that I will feel that there was something else I could have done to prevent it.
I am afraid that no one else will ever love me and accept me as he has. I am afraid that without this love and acceptance I will wither and die.
I am afraid of loosing part of my identity, my ancher to the real world. I am afraid of losing my defination.
I am afraid of going without hugs and affection.
I am afraid of making a big mistake. I am afraid I will be just as unhappy without him or even more unhappy.
I am afraid of giving up my only chance at having a good life.
I am afraid of change.