you are strong, you can do it
let your husband know, you may not always need his help ease through the night...but when you do ask...for him to please help. My husband and I have tried to go on a date with eachother at least once a week or two weeks, just to get away from the kids and to enjoy time with eachother without alcohol. there is life before and after alcohol..and life can be very fun. we even take in open speaker meetings together to hear of others struggles and there time of recovery. this can be very spiritual and moving to both you and your husband. I give you strength and am proud of you for your 10 days. You are a strong woman who can do this.