Hi AJD
. I'm a mother of 4 in recovery too! Try to keep busy with the girls... enjoy them and the time you have with them. They are only young for such a short amount of time... do you really want to keep being drunk for it? Hopefully the feelings to drink will pass sooner rather than later for you but until then don't give in. It will get easier
. If you have a hobby now is a good time to devote some energy towards it. If you don't have any hobbies... get one
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