There are so many things I associate drinking with, normal things like cutting the grass, washing the car, laundry. Pretty much everything.
Yeah, if I was awake and doing something, I knew it would go better with a beer.
A few weeks ago, I wore my pentagram necklace to a meeting, and I got nothing but 'Satanist', 'Devil Worshipper', 'Heathen".
Why not try a different meeting? Those people don't sound too tolerant, or representative of what I've found in AA.