neg, wow is right.
i'm glad it seems as if he's okay, in terms of the seizure anyway. it's stories like yours and FD's that make us all see how precious life is. the love you have for him will probably never go away. it may change shape or method of delivery, but you're always going to have that spot for him in your heart... and i think that's a good thing.
i hope you keep us posted on what happens with his treatment, i'll be thinking about both of you.