teke, nobody here is going to give up on you.get a restraining order against him. keep him away from you.he is dangerous. who knows who has been in your house?go to your moms for awhile. he is the praticeing addict, he is the one who just got out of rehab, he is the one that is crazy.do not let him get away with this.you deserve better. keep posting so we know u r ok. you are not alone.i am saying alot of prayers for you.hugs, hope