You have always offered me so wonderful advice.
You did NOTHING, NOTHING, NOTHING to deserve this.
YOU don't deserve this.
I kept thinking the same thing today when my addict started in on me- trying to make me feel like crap.
THEY say things to try to make us believe that we are crazy.
We are not.
They are addicts and will do whatever needs to be done to take the focus off of them and put it elsewhere.
I feel your pain- I know your pain and you are not alone.
I wish I could just wave a magic wand and make all of it go away.
I'm sorry you are hurting.